Looks like I'm going home again this weekend. I often don't know how to feel about going home; I jump at the chance to go back, but then I constantly worry if I go home too much, if I'm too attached to my parents and my old friends, if things will be more constructive than last weekend, etc. I had a talk with Dad and we made a deal to be civil to each other this weekend. I'm not sure if that will last or if there was ever hope of it lasting, but I suppose I'll find out. I hope things turn out all right. I'm sick of going home to relax and instead, I have to defend my every word and move.

The good news about going home (other than seeing the family) is that a.) I get a much needed hair-cut, b.) I get a new iPod and c.) I get to ride back with Carrie and Matt. I have been eagerly awaiting letter A for the past couple weeks. I thought I would have to wait until Spring Break to get a hair-cut, but alas! I get one much sooner! My hair has gotten way too long; it curls behind my glasses now and has a fondness for poking me in the eye. Letter B is necessary yet not. My Nano decided to shit the bed yesterday and, though I managed to fix it, I've had it for over a year and am honestly waiting for it to die again within the next month. It's better to be safe than sorry, I figure, and at the moment, I've got just enough money to spare that I can afford an 80 GB Classic. As for letter C... well, that's always an adventure. :) I'm looking forward to dinner at Olive Garden with the pair of them. They'll probably be high, so I'm thinking endless soup, salad, and breadsticks... or endless pasta. Either way, they need to be able to eat large quantities.

I'm still looking for someone willing to go over the basics of Paganism with me. No replies thus far...

And I definitely skipped a station meeting tonight in favor of talking to my dad and playing on the computer. Bad? Potentially, considering I have to miss the show this week as well so I can go home. It's a real pain in the ass, having to apprentice at a show on weekends. I'll either have to keep missing it to go home this semester, or I could just put off the station until next semester. I really don't want to do the latter, so it looks like I'm left with no choice. The only bad thing about missing so many shows is that I need to learn the ropes and the rules of the FCC; I do have a clearance exam to pass. Eh, worst comes to worst I fail it, apprentice again (in a better slot), and take the exam over. It would definitely be a prolonged experience, but I'm not bursting with joy at thought of passing the exam. It's only a radio station...

Anyway, I'm off to do nothing and play video games when truly, I should be reading about Hitler. Can anyone blame me for my choice?